Frustration at a high level Poem

This frustration but you are
that my soul torn to pieces over and over again
please just come home and hold me

I might dare to say anything then
I so many times tried to say
I tried to explain
but only come to the beginning

no evil against you my darling
I just want to get out all the words of longing and emotion screaming in me after you

what I want to say
is that I believe
very possibly maybe sometimes love you